Secret. by NOEYEDEAR


Roses are red,

Your tears are blue.

Don’t look for deathbed,

I wanna take you to places with nice view.

Let’s both be knuckleheads,

Under the stars till the night due.

I don’t mind if the night’s dead,

As long as I’m with you.



Understand. by NOEYEDEAR



To understand me, you need to stand under me.

To understand me, you need to stand by me.

To understand me, you need to stand with me.

To understand me, you need to stand me.

But you.

You deserve my standing ovation, because you understood me.



No eye, no light. by NOEYEDEAR


Shine the light.

I'll be running through the valley of death. Seems like I've been in a similar path, again and again, reviewing my past all over again.

Going up and down, back and forth in this labyrinth through the span of my life with no plan, bends after bends, still there's no end.

No eyes.

Seems like I've been blinded by truth. I meditate and fabricate words to penetrate out from this vocal booth. Follow wherever the river may flow, the wind might blow, the crowd would go, physically grow, mentally know, realising that it's all a show.


I couldn't figure myself out.

Picture what I am about.

The mirror that mirrored me, only reflects the outer imagery. Concealing my inner peace. Like having a thousand killer bees swarming in me, like I am my enemy.

Swim in the sympathy. Singing the symphony syncing the synergy. Forsaken my inner G, awaken my inner chi.

It's a battle within that I never could win.

Say a prayer, but I'm prey to the sin. Refusing the fact that I'm stuck in between.

Diffuse in the air, and be gone with the wind.




Penning my thoughts is the only way for me to get out of my mind's penitentiary.  A penance, a form of repentance that I wish would come with no penalty.


The dispensary has no cure, but suspensory for this soul's penury.


As I depend so much on being independent, I was blinded by the fact that I am actually depending on you for my independence. 


My esteem pendent as I carry all the memories of my past on my neck, in a form of a pendant.